& I still can’t get over or accept the fact that you’re NEVER coming back, NEVER!!!!! Life’s ONLY guarantee is death. NOT the pursuit of happiness. Because we as humans, all search for fortune & fame. Sounds lame, but that’s how this fucked up society has made us to think. Believe in false idols praising objects! We’re all guilty of it at some point. But then, we wake up. Realize that life is the most important thing in life, Yes, LIFE! No typo. Love your family, because in the end, that is all you got. A few close friends that we can count with one hand, or two if we’re lucky! People come & go. Sometimes we let them go. It’s nobody’s fault, that’s just life. A revolving door. People come to us for different reason & we learn different things & lessons from. Some negative, some positive, but none the less, MEMORIES! No time to feel sorry for myself, because no one in the world is. Not trying to get sympathy, just the way it is! A cold world. Dog eat dog, survival of the fittest. Have to be mentally & physically strong. Wear my heart on my sleeve, literally, it bleeds! Passion. Wanting something more. Never settling for less. Or have I(settled for less already)? Food for thought. Ever feel like your stuck in life & can’t get up? Yeah, I’m at that point yet again. Do a lot for others & feeling unsatisfied. Maybe the pressure is getting to me. Put the weight of my family on my shoulders. Taking two steps forwards & 3 steps back. Not trying to back track this time! Been a fuck up for far too long. Misunderstood. Don’t hold grudges, it’s a waste of time. Forgive & forget. Or as I say, “don’t forgive, never forget,” but let bygones be bygones. Keep people at a distance! Just some random thoughts in my head. I feel sick & tired. Thanks for reading, if you actually did.